Timings

24 Nov 

1am plus


Sleep, the body calls out
No don't, the voice begs
You haven't thought about this
That
Those
And them

.

Sometimes the voice is louder than anything else
Louder than the calls of your tired body
Louder than your will to stay positive
Louder than the cries of your heart

.

The dark abyss is torturous
It is suffocating
It is deep
It is not always understood
It is not felt by everyone
But
It is also
Ironically
Safe

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7pm plus


They are the standards of society
They fit the bill perfectly
Attractive
Intelligent
Polished
Fine tuned to perfection
They are the standards of society
They are not humans
They are robots

.

Tired
Close your eyes
Tired
Lay your body down
Tired
Clear your mind
Tired
Take your life


26 Nov 

12:40am

Perish now
Vanish now
Into smithereens
Into air

.

For once, I don't want to know
I don't want to know how your day was
I don't want to know if you've ate well
I don't want to know about your plans
I don't want to know what's worrying you
For every time, who am I lying to?

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10:06pm


That feeling when you look back at past photos
When you see the people that have been in your life
Where you have been passersby to each other
Then you look at your recent photos
Wondering if you've changed
If you've helped the world even in a slightest bit
Wondering, This is my life huh
Looking at yourself as if from bird's eye view
"Is this how I want to live?"

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Am I going to wait?
Or am I going to move on?

Is it worth it?
Or its worth is decide by me?