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Funny how when we're born,
we thought that the world is pure.
We were full of dreams,
and so carefree that we never knew about responsibilities.

As we grew older,
we realized that the world was not so simple.
We were full of doubt,
and so much more aware of society's "standards".

Now,
the world is still not simple.
We are still full of insecurities
but we slowly we learn about the people and things that are truly important.
And so we continue on just as we always have

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Hoping to be able to write something different soon. Hmm...

Void

Drowning in toxic thoughts,

unrealistic expectations,

pointless jealousy,

and your deadly silence

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Time shifts to slow-motion 

as he turns around.

Gentle brown eyes gazed at her,

a twinkle appears at the corner of his right eye.

The wind shifts ever so slightly,

catching the heat of his skin

and the beats of her fluttering heart

Repeatedly

Even if the bleeding stops
and the scars fade,
a split encounter can pull you back to that very moment.

Would you choose to linger within the past
and savour the luxury of memory,
or hastily push through the layers of experience
to the comforts of the now?

Lousy

What do we really miss?

The feeling of "we once had",

the feeling of control,

or solely the subject itself?

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The heart; guided by emotions

The mind; guided by logic

The body; guided by both

When the heart is indecisive,

and the mind is unfocused,

the body stays stagnant

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